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I really wish I could stick to posting everyday but it seems quite impossible. So remember how my life is spiriling downward? well it's getting worse. And that amazing person I was talking to? Not to so much anymore. I do kinda like someone but they already told me thay don't like me like that anddd they are mad rude to me now. I started going to back to people in my past. Bad idea! All I did was get my feelings hurt. I am very jealous person and it's getting the best of me. I dont know what to do. Ugh! Save me?